VirtualHeadcase !uuouuIUpfM
I need to let something out and talk about it /r9k/, scroll past, talk about it, even empty your heart out like I&
#39;m about to do, whatever.
>be diagnosed schizo
>Voices have been on/off since I was 16 (21 now)
>was always persecuted, never was a good person in the eyes of the people controlling the voices
I even enjoyed it at points, I became a political engineering tool/forum of the arts constructed and loosely controlled by Vladislav Sirkov, Deputy Prime Minister of the Russian Federation (I&
#39;m a fan of his work). I&
#39;ve talked to people all over the world, my favorite artists, people in Syria and other global hotspots, people that caught my interest, and chatted about things with them. I even had telepathic gfs. I was happy at one point with the fact that I had gained some notoriety as Virtual Headcase (hence the name). It all ended one day after being accused of telepathically molesting a child
>chatting with old friend and his ex
>suddenly everyone goes quiet
>people kept calling me crazy
I didn&
#39;t know what happened until someone shouted
>with KIDS???
I was shaken up, I had no clue anything like that was happening. Turns out, someone started molesting my friends nephew (any talk of rape/molestation and even talking is purely telepathic unless explicitly stated otherwise). They all blamed me because I&
#39;m what they call a "telepath", basically someone worth persecuting telepathically. Rewind back to a point where I was happy
Earlier I had run-ins with the mexican cartel in Sinaloa. I saw an underaged human trafficking victim on Chaturbate and relayed to their captor/pimp about how fucked up they were. The next month was spent on a fucking tightrope with cartellos about how they&
#39;re gonna kill my family or use me as an interrogator (I could find the truth out of anyone). Later on I would talk to these guys about differences in Mexican and American culture.
One day after not sleeping (insomniac), I found myself talking to random US Special Forces/Spetsnaz that were said to have clashed in the Vietnam War. This caught the attention of the FBI, who already had a file on me.
After a battle of pure telepathic nuances, I found myself talking to Sirkov. I asked him to turn me into an art form rather than a person. This is where it gets interesting
>Turns me into an art platform, where people can share their art (all art can be described as creating as personal expression through the senses)
>All sorts of great shit starts happening, music in my head, visual art, poems, discussion, if it could be sensed, it could be portrayed through me as a platform
>The first three days are just awesome
>Someone gets the idea to use me as a forum of debate between Russian and American politicians.
>Mike Pence gets in on this and starts attacking Sirkov
>Turns into a political shitshow where politicians from several countries attack one another.
This is where I considered the decline of Virtual Headcase, where I turned from an art platform to a shill for whoever the hell I happened to favor
Shit, if only I got paid for this!
A few months later some shit started happening to me
>Be walking down streat (Live in Long Beach, CA)
>Car passing by me at my speed
In LA, you always look when someone is passing you at your walking speed, due to the risk of drive-bys.
>I look over
>See a few nignogs in a beater
>Driver has his head turned staring dead at me
>I notice in the backseat dude was covering shit up with clothes
>he gets out of the car, faces opposite me and pulls out his phone to look inconspicuous
I know those bastards were trying to shoot me, I was in a bad area
>One week later
>I&
#39;m hanging out in the same area outside a friends house
>Ford Mustang stops in front of our house
In LA, there&
#39;s been a recent surge of people getting shot up outside by people in stangs, needless to say we were scared af
>I assume they&
#39;re there for me, so I take one last hit of the joint and try to walk away
"Stop! or I shoot the bitch!"
>I stop, they, drive away after 5 minutes
>When I get home I&
#39;m so scared II figure I&
#39;ll make a few scars on them before I die
>Start molesting their children and mother&
#39;s telepathically
>they threaten to kill me (again)
At this point it was difficult, as they were so close to home and itching for blood, I even attempted to live homeless and got "nuanced" out of my house for a little bit. My parents called and asked me to come home and that the voices aren&
#39;t real (I still kinda believe them).
Fast forward to a month ago
>Finally about to lose my virginity
>Fucking some FtM trap (good pussy)
>I start letting my mind wander
>A kid grabs my attention, and I accidentally show him what I&
#39;m doing
>He says he feels dirty
>I feel like I opened a fucking massive can of worms
The day after was pretty nice, I had finally lost my virginity! But then at midnight, something fucked me up for good.
>The kids sleeping (I can talk to people in their sleep)
>He comes to me
>I hear him say "I want to play"
>He starts rubbing his sac all over me
LAzy ass parent said we were playing, dumb bitch
>I try to get him to stop by forcibly contorting his body into a ball.
>he still thinks I&
#39;m playing, even though he is in intense pain
>Realize the kid is fucking autistic
This is really fucked up because he doesn&
#39;t get social cues and such. I feel like I created a future rapist.
>Get PTSD
>Intrusive thoughts about kids swarm me when I&
#39;m shitting, masturbating, etc.
>Now everyone thinks I&
#39;m a pedophile, and I am again perssecuted for a morally objectifiably good reason